Happy New Year
Well, there is a waiting game going on in my life right now. I am frustrated by my lack of control over it. I want to scream, cry and get really drunk. Trying to keep it together and wait it out but it's hard. My fate is being left to the bottom line and it sucks. Everything I started this fall could be in jeopardy.
Other than that things are going alright. Money is still tight, my girlfriend Kat started a month of silence, which I think I prefer her nagging, but it's teaching me how to communicate with her in a different manner. If I can't push her buttons I can't argue, which is how I communicate.
Well, I will right a bit more later. I'm off to buy a lotto ticket. Here's hoping!